I love you how you went from paying attention to the dogs to, ‘No one was...– Farah… telling the story of my life.
Daddy: Hey that's the French Underground! Oh no... They're Swiss.
Ana: What? (Giggle giggle)
Daddy: What? Why are you laughing?
Ana: How would you know that?
Daddy: Because only crazy Europeans wear shorts like that! Look!
Ana: So that makes them Swiss?
Daddy: Look! And those guys with the helmets have sunglasses. Oh they shot him! They shot the guy in the shorts!
Ana: Maybe they shot him because he was wearing crazy shorts.
Daddy: Oh I get it! They're the fashion police!
Ana: WHAT ARE WE WATCHING?!
ahuerta999: AWWWWWWWWWWWW I WANT TO BE CUTESY WITH SOMEONE
you can only be cutesy with me or alessandra right now
farah: not the guy who's name starts with the same initial as mine
ahuerta999: you just shut me down lol
farah: totally did
because i knew where this was going
Spread too thin
What happened this weekend hung out with a friend who was here for Fed Bar Met with project team for Lawyering in the Digital Age and worked through the new management system. Educate Women brunch speaking engagement Photoshoot read three weeks of fed jur bought grad gown and looked into announcements hung out with the bestie for a bit was attacked by allergies Things that need to happen...
You have goals and a plan, and you’re doing them! You’re graduating...– I told you he said all the right things.
Do you hear how crazy you sound? If you don’t, you need to replay that...– Farah…. talking about how the crazy has settled into my brain.
And it starts
ahuerta999: WANNA TAKE A ROAD TRIP?
OMG ITS TOO LATE ISNT IT
ITS IN MY HEAD
farah: oh em gee
you're starting again!!
ahuerta999: i know... the crazy!
its infected me!
Maybe that wasn’t such a good idea as I thought… More negativity than positive business… Sobering tho.
I forgot I could do that. I’ve been thinking about this guy a lot… and about my choices… I know I’m making the right ones… I just want to figure out how I’m gonna manage everything. I’ve been meditating on stuffs… and trying to be open and receptive to the universe… I forgot I also could do a tarot spread to get some insight… I know...
I have 20 followers on this tumblr LOLOL Thats 17 more than I thought would ever read this… because its all personal postings and rarely anything super interesting. Happy Monday to everyone! <3
I haven’t really done anything today dangit. I AM feeling a lot better tho. Today I have done pushups some yoga went through my emails watched 7 episodes of adventure time made my grocery list for next week and thats it. Hahaha… nothing has gotten done today. Gonna go try and do some homework.
Ana: if i walked into this dance party... id need 2-3 drinks stat lol
it reminds me of what we talked about in fed jur today... the us govt giving acid to soldiers without their knowledge
LOL can you imagine how much that would suck if you started tripping out but didn't know why?!
oooh my shoes ship out today!
that was a lot of thoughts
I read them all at once
dance parties, drinks, LSD, and shoes
Ana: LOL sorry... you left me unattended
Ernest: that's what happens... one reggae video and you get acid and shoes haha
Here we go again...
Been feeling a lot better thanks to my treatments… So back to trying my hand at being productive… I’ve got so much stuffs to doooooooo I did get a little bit done today… I just had such a hard time concentrating.. I also installed Lightroom today and thats just a huge distraction… especially since its portrait time again… and soon I’m gonna have at...
still sick… at least its a normal cold now and not some freakish thing that made my body reject anything and everything I put in it… so up and minimally eating because I can’t taste and I don’t have much of an appetite… but all stuffy and asthmatic… :[[ I can’t wait to get better so I can go for a run in the sunshine… I’m headed home in...
Today I told my Dad that I’ve submitted my application for the Washington Bar and I put down $585 towards this… his response: “Really? Okay. Washington, here we come.” I wanted to ask him if I should look into a bar loan, and if maybe he would come do that with me… and when I brought it up he said “Don’t worry about it, we’ll make it work....
finally feeling better
I think my body finished purging itself yesterday… and now my diet consists of soup, pidalyte, and pain killers…. maybe that’s why I feel so much better. Whatevs.. at least I’m up, moving, and eating for the first time since Monday… and I can make my shoot tomorrow. yay!
being sick makes me the saddest person ever.
Everything is falling into place really really quickly.
Oh Fed Jur
I really had high hopes for myself before this class started… Those are all down the drain now lol.
Back to School
Queued up some vegas photos :] Back in the game… And gotta get back in the fitness regime… although goal met baby! I looked hot in Vegas! :D Its awesome when you feel good about yourself. kk… back to Monday readings and meetings… Oh! Meeting with possible Seattle employer today!!
Soooo... meal plans
Is it just me or are meal plans a little crazy? Like… I love not thinking about what I’m gonna eat because its all laid out for me… but who the hell is going to cook a different meal for lunch AND dinner every day? I am one tiny person who lives alone… and I live off of leftovers… and salads because they’re easy… I try to cook only twice or three times...
So today has been kind of a stressful/good day. Fuck I’m so stressed out I can’t even eat… anything I put in my belly makes my belly very unhappy :[ I got like two hours of good sleep last night… and I had a whole bunch of stuff to do today to get ready to leave for Vegas tomorrow. I think I’ll be able to finally relax when I’m in the car sleeping… ...
So hard to be Vegas ready and fabulous but all I want to do is stress eat fast food. I really need to go grocery shopping.. If I had more real food in my fridge there would be less of a temptation to buy crap food. Also, just got an email that the Tribal Law Journal wants to publish my historical profile of the Choctaw Nation of Oklahoma!
Ernest: What are you doing?
Ana: Looking for my pants... I lost them again
Ana: I remember! They're in the car!
Ernest: Oh no, another night of bad decisions?
Ana: No... You know, not all lost pants moments are moments of bad decisions. I went to the gym and changed there, thus leaving my pants in the car.
Ernest: So it was a night of good decisions!
I’ve been up since 2am… bleh But today is Cho Cho’s Bday!!! I wish she were up so I could call her. Anyways… gots lots lots lots to do today… and even though I don’t have classes for a second (because of spring break! yay!) I still gots work work work… so today and tomorrow are fed jur focused and then after that probably more work focused… crap!...
Ana Alicia Huerta: when i was little... i had these disney books on tape that i loved... and they would chime when you were supposed to turn the page... like this! http://www.amazon.com/Disneys-Cinderella-Read-Along-Book/dp/1557230072/ref=pd_sim_sbs_b_2
Ernest Herrera: Oh, I think I had one of those.
Ana Alicia Huerta: i had all sorts of them!
Ernest Herrera: I had goosebumps later on in life.
Ana Alicia Huerta: i had american girls... like all of them... but i could get through one in less than a day... maybe i should buy her some of these if she's insistent on using the ipad.... https://itunes.apple.com/us/book/monsters-inc.-movie-storybook/id603309829?mt=11
Ernest Herrera: yeah fo sho
Ana Alicia Huerta: I look into it when i go home for easter... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gcslPIE0ysE
Ana Alicia Huerta: oooh! http://disneydigitalbooks.go.com/#
Ernest Herrera: omg. you've hit your link limit haha I can't keep up
Don’t text me at 1AM asking to hang out and then say you’re trying sleep… We’re adults. Just say it.
My dad just text me that my grandpa had a heart attack… I’m kind of scared… but kind of not… Guess I’ll be on standby for the rest of the day.
I gots all this love and no one to give it to! Kitty got tired of cuddling with me :[
need to put more pictures up… will do that… eventually… fuck i hate life.
I can't... sometimes I just can't talk to her.
Mama: When is spring break?
Ana: In two weeks...
Mama: Ooooooooo what are you doing?
Ana: Going to Vegas.
Mama: You're what?
Ana: Going to Vegas
Mama: What? You never told me that.
Ana: Yes I did. We've already had this conversation.
Mama: You said you were thinking about going....
Ana: Well we're going.
Mama: With who?
Ana: My friends.
Mama: Which friends? Who are they?
Ana: My friends from school. You've never met them.
Mama: Which school?
Ana: What? What are you talking about?
Mama: Well which school?
Ana: Law school. What other school do I go to?
Mama: Well I don't know! You went to high school... then that school in San Diego...
Ana: What? What does it matter? They're my friends. I'm going with my friends.
Mama: So how many days?
Mama: But you're off for a whole week right?
Mama: So you're flying to Vegas then back to Albuquerque...
Ana: We're driving...
Mama: Oh! You're coming home then going to Vegas!
Ana: What? No. What are you talking about?
Mama: Wait! Which Vegas are you going to?
Ana: Las Vegas.
Mama: OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH Can I come?
Mama: Why not?
Ana: No... Just No...
I weighed in at 100lbs today! First time in a year. :D I don’t think I want to lose much more… I want to start building muscle but I don’t know how… I think it might be time to invest in a trainer… or at least hang out with someone who know’s what they’re doing. I’ve also been thinking about changing my diet… not like weight loss...
I hate this new tumblr interface so much that it is literally preventing me from using tumblr… I open tumblr… and then I remember the new interface… and just give up.